Last week was a tough week for me....Thursday was exactly 5 months since the day we said goodbye to dad....and this month is just hit me really hard. I pretty much cried myself to sleep every night last week...I can accept that my dad is no longer in pain....and I'm glad for him that the pain is over....but I just miss him more than I could ever ever explain. It feels as though someone reached in and tore a piece of my heart out, and not matter what I do I can't shake that feeling....so some days instead of fighting it....I give in, and I cry.
This week is a different ride on the "grief roller coaster"....I decided on Monday, to look for the things that made me smile....
Monday - I finished booking all our tickets for a holiday to the Gold Coast, for Monkey, Mum and myself....we fly out from Sydney 22nd March.....super pumped!
Thursday - Every Thursday morning Monkey joins our local Natural Learning group for art lessons by a professional art teacher. While the kids are doing their thing at art, Kim from Feather & Nest blog and I catch up for coffee and talk "blogging"....love spending time with Kim, she such a lovely, gentle soul....just love her.
What made you smile this week?